If you are disgusted with what you’re doing change, find something you love and do that. Loving what you’re doing is the way to having fun. Read: Jeremiah 6:16 (click on link below and read today’s Scripture).
http://bibleresources.bible.com/passagesearchresults2.php?tp=52&book_id=30&c=16&passage1=Jeremiah+6%3A16&version1=51